Get Away

El is taking a break today~ No school, no MA1505, EG1108 nor CS1101c for him... Just rest!!! Stommy ulcer is recovering, at least no pain today... Emotions is calm n cool~ However, no mood to study......
El is gonna just rest, listen to his favourite Jazz music, do simple stuff like laundry or house cleaning... Maybe El is not a very disciplined person, maybe he is not able to get back to a very routine life either...
Didnt get to enjoy CNY, i wonder when will be the day when i finally break loose from my burden that has been hurting for 4years... When will pain not come back to me on CNY?? I really have no idea abt that, neither do i possess the confidence to say it will not take long. Maybe wat my dear said was right... just let time do its work, some people go crazy, some take a lifetime and never get outta such regrets... I believe i will someday!!
Rest and relax is wat i need for today... i believe its not too much to ask for~ I do look forward to 10pm today~