Alcohol Desire

After a long time....
Finally the blogging mood is right again.

El suddenly gets this urge to get god damn freaking drunk b4 sch begins proper next week...
With all the labs and tutorials coming in... I m in for big busy shit...
I wanna Unwind...
Let my hair totally down....

Since 11 i already Had 6 cans of 500ml Barons which i found in my fridge...
and to my disgust... i am still awake to blog right here right now... GRRR
Not even enuff to go to tipsy state...
not to boast abt my liquor holding ability or wat...
But i fucking hate it... why i cant even get tipsy when i wanna grr..
I do noe of a way though
Just freaking go pop long island...
Sure gone f in no time
but well El hates long island...

Work is gonna commence proper next week
will i be able to do wat i did last sem?
My cap needs to be pulled further up...
heart is willing flesh is weak..
Study Study Study
Pia Pia Pia
Grrr... I want a super god damn long break to go for a long long break
i wanna go for a long holiday all alone...

Perhaps i shd have gone clubbing tonite... even if it means going alone tonite
rather than booze alone at home to realise i cant even get tipsy with all those junk i popped...

Grrr music time...
Jazz to relax